When I realize I am second-guessing myself, I block those thoughts and pray, immediately asking Jesus to take back control and lead me to my intended path.  The questioning and doubting are signs to me that I have steered off course and are often an indication that I have left Jesus behind for the moment.

This happens most often when I am in a rush, caught off guard, or feeling unmotivated.  The common factor in all these situations is that I have not put Jesus first.  For a moment, I have allowed myself to lose focus and walk off path.  Inner peace leaves my body, and I start second-guessing things in my life.  

The moment I recognize being off course I redirect myself to prayer, focusing on Jesus.  Inner peace returns and I no longer feel the need to second-guess myself.  I am no longer in control.

This week I made a purchase that was significant for me.   I did some research and comparison shopping before I initiated the purchase.  Although it was not something I was knowledgeable about I felt reasonably prepared.  

I made the purchase, but at the end of the transaction, I was caught off guard.  The price was less than I expected and the timeline for receiving the product was better than what I expected.  Both of which are great so long as I was getting the product that I chose.

When I was handed the receipt it was a simple calculator slip with the total and the name of the company.  No explanation of what I purchased.  Nothing to confirm what I bought.  I trusted the company but was second-guessing my purchase.  

Later that evening my mind went back to the purchase and I again started to second-guess my decision.  Knowing I could do little regarding the situation I prayed for guidance.  

I had to wait two days before the store reopened, but I planned to call and confirm what I purchased.  Once I prayed I felt peace which stayed with me through the weekend, I had a plan.

Monday morning before I called to confirm what I ordered I received a text letting me know the product was ready.  After a moment of panic, again caught off guard, I moved to prayer.  Peace returned as I was reminded it is a reputable company and the plan is to call and confirm.  

The return call from the company was made to a different number than I requested and made after the store closed.  They left me a voice message.  I was again left without answers.  After prayer, I was reminded that it is a reputable company.  

Tuesday at 4 in the morning I tossed and turned for some time.  Realizing my stress, I prayed and asked Jesus to take over.  Inner peace returned and I knew everything was going to be okay.  However, I still wrestled with some control and worry, but knew I was at peace.  My body was in a state of inner peace, why was I allowing myself to second-guess Jesus?  I let go of control and gave the worry to Jesus. 

Later that day I received a call and although there was reason for me to question the product I purchased, it turned out fine.  The reason I am telling this story in detail is because I had to give control back to Jesus numerous times.  The moment I was overcome with stress and worry and felt peace leave my body, I knew I was on the wrong path and I had to surrender again. 

Rather than second-guessing what is best for me, through prayer, I give my stress and worry to Jesus.            

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