Sometimes I have to stop and ask myself if I am comfortable with how I am living my life. This is a loaded question because if I am comfortable, that could mean several things.
On one hand, being comfortable could mean that I am living my life within the boundaries of what I believe to be acceptable and am content. But sometimes comfortable can mean I am in a routine and don’t want to leave that zone.
Most of my life, I have lived outside my comfort zone, but I have continually strived to maintain inner peace. Understanding that my wants may not be what Jesus has planned for me.
There have been many times when I have been uncomfortable with my path. But the entire time of discomfort, there was also a feeling of inner peace.
During those times, I undeniably knew that I was doing what I was intended to do. That does not mean I liked it. Sometimes I feel momentarily defeated, but I know when I am at peace that I am moving in the direction of my intended path.
I also have very long periods of not knowing why I am moving down a certain path. That is uncomfortable because I feel like I might be wasting time or missing my path.
Peace is my way of understanding if I should stay the course. If I’m concerned about being off path, that is normal. When I am stressed and worried about my path, that is an unhealthy way for me to live.
I move to prayer, give the worry to Jesus, and listen for my next opportunity. I do this until the stress is gone. Every time it creeps in, I pray and give my worries to Jesus. No matter how long it takes to rid myself of the stress, I continue to pray and surrender my worries.
In hindsight, I see how my path has unfolded thus far and am grateful for being taken out of my comfort zone and for any suffering I have endured. What I want to be comfortable with are my actions, words, and intentions.
Comfortable or not, peace is what guides my path.
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