Lately, I find myself surrendering daily to Jesus.  I pray for continued strength to be guided by faith.  It is often the toughest route, sometimes the longest route, and usually a route where I have little prior knowledge as to why this is my path.  For me, making sure I stay on course is the most difficult part.

I have to be patient yet be open to trying different paths. I don’t sit around waiting for answers, I explore paths that present themselves and pray for guidance.  Sometimes the path is clear and other times it is rather foggy.  If the path is foggy, I explore different options that present themselves.  I test the different options looking for confirmation that it is or is not my intended path.

My most consistent confirmation is a chill running through my body.  I like to think it is the Holy Spirit giving me permission to follow the path.  Sometimes I might wait too long, and sometimes I might go in the wrong direction, but I trust that my faith will set me back on my intended path. 

Often I have to surrender numerous times in order to give total control and walk in faith. There are times when I am unsure about giving up control, but I do.  In hindsight, when I rely exclusively on my faith, listen for the signs and signals, and continue to explore and identify which path is right, the results are far better than I would have chosen for myself.

I am definitely my biggest problem! I am the one who wants to step in and interfere because I know what’s best for me, right?  The funny thing is, after going in my own direction, I’m always forgiven and given grace. 

I make lots of mistakes. There are many times when it’s very difficult for me to figure out whether it’s my way or my chosen way. But when I surrender and let go of control I’m always able to feel the signals or lack of signals and start again on my intended path. I am always forgiven. I am always giving another chance. There is nothing In my way except myself. I find myself time and time again surrendering to Jesus.

Sometimes worry creeps in and slows down the effectiveness of surrendering.  For me, I worry that I will miss a sign or misread a sign.  Surrendering and giving up control is not difficult for me, but I continually have to remind myself to give my worries to God and walk in faith.   

Surrendering to Jesus, altering my goals, and stepping out in faith have resulted in a life far more rewarding than I dreamed possible.

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