I like to ask myself, who am I bringing joy to, myself or others?  Why do I feel it is necessary if I am doing this for myself?  What is my goal?  Am I doing this for me to better serve others?  Or am I doing this for me because I want to achieve increased personal success?   Generally, I can twist what I am doing to be anything that fits my needs at the moment.  The only one able to see the true meaning of our actions is Jesus.  I know that I could be doing different things with my…